lately i feel like you’ve been falling back into that small place in my life. even though i know you think i hate you, i don’t. and it hurts me when you say that i do because i really wish i could. i guess it’s nice talking to you, but as always i know i want more. i want to feel your arms around me and be close to whereever you are. then thoughts of him come into mind and i can’t handle myself. so maybe i am right to push you away an to let you think whatever. truely i don’t understand any of it really and i want to look to someone that knows but noone could understand my feelings for you, especially after all we’ve been through.
Just a quicky on posts I keep forgeting,
1. My Dell has been sick lately :( But my uncle is to come look
at it soon. Hopefully I want even need it by then though because my
laptop should be in working condition by those days.
2. I had the super creepy dream about Tumbling the other night!
& 3. It seems that now I’m on and posting, I cannot remember
just love those people who constantly claim you as their
best friendhowever they know that one thing that always makes you so mad. & for some reason they never fail to do it, or something even worst.
Right now, I’m sitting alone in my
bestfriend’s house, my father was soposed to take us to school this morning, I even texted her to tell her last night & she said ‘okay’ But still for some reason I’m sitting here alone. She once again decided, last minute to ditch me. It’s one thing to ditch a freind but what I HATE about it is she just left and told me as she was walking out the door that she was going to ride the bus. Great friend right?
I sure do.
HAA, we’ve made up, & it’s said and done now. But you’re still my one and only Best friend till… we can’t be anymore. Or something like that.*heart*